almost...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 | Published in | 0 monos Comentaron en esta madre.

Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while that you shouldn't have fucked with? well...

That's me...

...I'm almost back...

from now on...

Sunday, March 1, 2009 | Published in | 1 monos Comentaron en esta madre.

"For her... i would walk through fire... for her... I HAVE walked through fire..."
I'm in pain... there's this thing... unbearable... pain that has been stacking up... there's this feeling... twisting in my gut... squirming to be free again... some of you have noticed... some of you wonder... but some of you know... some of you have noticed... how I've been ...NOT here... its been hard time... it still will be a hard time... but I finally let it out... that feeling... that weight in my chest I've been carrying...for more than a year ... I've been feeling like if I were on FIRE... burning from inside.... boiling my blood... and you were great... that hug...felt... like cold water... it felt great for a second..

and i could finally say it... and you told me... what i needed to hear... not what i wanted to hear...i thank you for that... i feel better now... its almost a closed chapter now... I hope there are no more pages open... or unwritten pages... that's why I feel I must be away for a while... I need to get my shit together...

always... remember this
"And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile..."